I've been thinking a lot a lot for the past few days. I've got no idea why too.I guess its because I've been through pretty much things all these while. Many many thoughts run through my mind while lying on the bed. I have a happy family and a nice house to live in yet I am still complaining so much, I am healthy & happy yet I dont treasure them well enough, I have so many nice friends around me yet i tend to doubt who is really true to me. Sometimes I wonder.. who is the true me? Quoted from the song reflection: Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection Someone I don't know? Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time? When will my reflection show Who I am inside?
I have talked bad about people and I've no doubt that there are people out there talking bad about me too. But I cant be much bothered about it cause not everyone is perfect anyway.Life's like that I guess.. we're always criticizing people but we tend to forget we are not perfect too. It's surprising how many persons go through life without ever recognizing that their feelings toward other people are largely determined by their feelings toward themselves, and if you're not comfortable within yourself, you can't be comfortable with others.
Time's really passing fast, really fast. Sometimes it will be great if things just slow down a little.. just a tiny winy bit. give me a little more time to treasure the things around me, a little more time to to enjoy those happy moments. Just a little more time will make a difference though I know this is never ever gonna be possible. Good thing thats an invention called camera. was browsing thru all my pics just now. indeed I have an awesome childhood and I really dont mind starting all over again =D all those wonderful times i had.. once past and its gone FOREVER. even if I am back at that very same place again, things will just be different. I have learnt to treasure whatever I have now and will continue to do so. Since happiness are always short-lived, I will make full use of it.
Oh wells, I am really tired already. I am gonna stop blogging now =D
*Perfection can only be attained by accepting imperfection*
