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Wednesday, June 03, 2009



Tired -.-

Last week was a torture seriously. something not very pleasant happen and it affected me. Problem solved. However, certain things are still not. But well, I did what I could already but since you do not even give me a chance to explain, I won't waste my time either. I'm tired, really tired. I've made a decision and I'm happy with it. I'm gonna move on and not dwell on this anymore. I will not blame anyone either. Since things are done, there seriously isn't a need for me to point fingers at others. I've explained,admitted the rest is up to you to belive. Anyway, a BIG thank you to those who belive me, understood me and have been there for me. THANKS A LOT. I really appreciate it. well, this ''incident'' taught me so many things I will never forget.

ON a lighter note, weekends were awesome =D dance was great :) went for practice night, dance dance and more dance. DANCE made me feel better though it made my toes hurt. didnt go swimming on sun as i was really tired. did some revision with bro at home. went PP at night and bought more things :p

Anyway, holidays have offcially started on mon,1st june but definitely not for us. No lessons on mon since the rest had Chinese Os. Hence, great opportunity to replenish my sleep :) slept till 11plus. had tuition in the noon and evening =) studied phy =) had lessons on tues and I was late for 20mins. it was rather embrassing as lessons had began. dance at night :) had phy test and maths mock exam in the morning today. not so bad.


Best, thanks for being there for me all these while. Loves ♥

I am really glad that things are so much better now. Life will be never smooth however, do not give up no matter what obstacle you meet as there is definitely a solution or a way to remove the obstacle and move on. It's just a matter of time. I believe time will eventually heal everything.

TO: ##### - I'm definitely gonna miss the times we had together. Almost 5 years of friendship just gone like that? I really dont know. You're one of the first few I knew when we were sec 1. We have been sitting near or beside each other since than. We had so so so much fun together. People always think we're sisters cause we always have the same things. Flipping thru the pictures we took since sec 1 showed how much we shared. No quarrels nor dispute between us before. We're always laughing thru lessons, eating sweets non-stop and of course talking talking and more talking. I'm missing all these already. We do not have much time already. A few more months and we'll graduate. We might or might not see each other anymore. Anyway, thanks so much for always listening to my nonsense and laughing together. We shared so much all these while; joy,dreams and many many more. I will not forget you neither will i forget those happy times we had. Thanks for being a part of my life. I'm glad we're still friend afterall. Though it feels a little different, but I can't be bothered. I'm contented to have you talk to me again.

TO: XXXX - I really really thought we could be friends again but after reading what you wrote, I have doubt for this friendship to go on. Many people kept telling me to give you time and I gave. However, since thats what you think, I really do not know what else I could do. I've enjoyed meals with you and I will never forget those times we had. Sitting at pizza hut for hours and hours talking about anything under the sun, going for oral sessions together, sharing so much happy moments together. No matter what our friendship might turn out to be, I still ought to thank you for bringing laughter and joy to me. They're already stored in a part of my heart. I will not forget you neither will I forget those great times we had. I hope we could still be friends. Doesn't it feels wired when we are talking to the same person at the same time but just not talking to each other. Isn't it troublesome to must have someone to sit in between us? Can't we just forgive and forget and be friends again? I know its not easy but aren't friends suppose to forgive firends? I am gonna take the first step again and the rest is up to you!

I am disappointed really disappointed.

To: ame,my,mk,yj,en,yk,Mr Ho & those who cared

THANKS SO SO SO SO MUCH for always being there for me and understanding me. Thanks for all the concern :D

To: My dearest bros,

Eugene: best bro, best dance partner, best singing partner, best shopping partner (as he'll pay certain things for me :p) best study partner gossip partner and listening ear. Thanks for always listening to me but pls keep those sarcastic remarks to yourself. Though we quarrel for the most minor thing in the world, we know we did that out of boredom or just wanting to find someone to vent anger on :D Anyway, Let's work hard together for 'Os' as well as dance =) Louis: best bro, best gossip partner, best talking parnter and listening ear. Thanks for making me feel better :D I'm glad I've you as a brother though you're really irritating sometimes. Well, quarrelling and fighting are part and parcel of our lifes so yup not surprising to quarrel with you a few times per day. anyway, study hard,dance hard and play hard PIG :)



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